[ Ayaka shouldn't have looked away. She should have kept in character so they could keep this going longer, especially when they had only just started! She'll probably think back to that moment later on and practice it in her head, if Cloud ever wanted to become her senpai again. ]
I'm sorry, if I just concentrated, then I would not have gotten distracted.
[ It's not that she doesn't want to do it anymore, but it feels like she's ruined the experience for Cloud and is losing her confidence because of it. She looks away and closes her eyes, will herself to calm down and still her sinking heart. ]
Let us try again...
[ If Cloud wants them to just be themselves this time around, then that would be easier, right? Her breath shakes as she breathes out, and she looks him in the eye again with confidence that he'll catch her if she fails. He always has, always does, and always will. And if Cloud will be himself, then there's no reason for him not to. ]
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I'm sorry, if I just concentrated, then I would not have gotten distracted.
[ It's not that she doesn't want to do it anymore, but it feels like she's ruined the experience for Cloud and is losing her confidence because of it. She looks away and closes her eyes, will herself to calm down and still her sinking heart. ]
Let us try again...
[ If Cloud wants them to just be themselves this time around, then that would be easier, right? Her breath shakes as she breathes out, and she looks him in the eye again with confidence that he'll catch her if she fails. He always has, always does, and always will. And if Cloud will be himself, then there's no reason for him not to. ]